Hello world! Or at least a

very small digital portion of it…

I’m Max and I LOVE music and art. I live for it, and it allows me to live. I’ve been doodling for as long as I can remember, long before I ever stepped into a music venue or followed a tour. Art was always there first. But when I discovered live music I was instantly hooked. The sound, the energy, the visuals, the community. It expanded everything and through everything. What started as sketches in notebooks slowly began absorbing the colors and chaos of the shows I was chasing but until now, I've never done anything with them.

I grew up in small town Chester, CT and have lived in Bozeman, MT since 2011. Growing up on the East Coast meant a few hours on the highway or a train could put you somewhere that felt entirely new, and I fell in love with that. I’d hop the train in New Haven and could be in Boston or New York two hours later, wandering an unfamiliar place and finding a day that was always a brand new adventure. Sometimes I'd even skip out on a school day and still be home for dinner. Sorry Ma. I like to think I learned more on those days though. 

Traveling was always easy for me, especially once live music really caught my ear. The more music I saw, the more I fell in love with the arts. I started as a doodler and then a collector of sorts. After years of unnecessary procrastination, I look forward to becoming the creator that I know I can be. It feels natural that the art I want to share with the world is rooted in the bands and shows that have shaped me.

Around 2009, with the formation of a band known as Furthur, a Grateful Dead spinoff that existed through 2013, my listening really changed. When my listening changed, my world changed. I had always been familiar with the Dead, but unbeknownst to me then, the Gathering of the Vibes 2009 would solidify them as the soundtrack to my life. To those that don’t indulge: first, my condolences. Second, the Grateful Dead and everything that has happened because of them is about so much more than the music. It’s an adventure, a path unknown, an open mind, a willingness to try, a free hall pass, a damn good time. It’s a lifestyle.

The Grateful Dead is in fact a gateway drug. They can open the door, just like Nonagon Infinity does for wizards, and take your brain to a new world where creativity and artistry flourish. Years of exploring later, I have an arsenal of musical acts that are near and dear to my heart and could weather me through any storm. I love it all. Rock, bluegrass, jazz, hip-hop, electronic, and most things in between. Music has a magic ability to brighten the darkest moods or even allow you to feel those feelings in a greater capacity than you previously thought possible. It’s a cheat code in this wild thing we call life, a metaphorical shield from the plethora of bullshit. In a world that can feel loud and disorienting, music becomes both refuge and revelation. And as Neil Young so simply put it, “Live music is better.” Truer words have rarely been spoken and I have done my best to experience as much of it as I possibly can.

My best friendships were solidified through live music. I have met people in most of the 50 states at concerts that I am lucky to call friends that will put me up and show me a great time when I travel through their area. I got my job in the cannabis industry through a friend because of my shared love of Phish. I have a network of some of the most incredible people you could ever meet because we bonded over a jam or conversation at a show in some strange place. I met the love of my life at Summercamp Music Festival in 2015.  So yes, music changed my life. But it also led me to the people who now shape it which is worth its weight in gold.

For the last fifteen years I’ve kept notebooks full of ideas, symbols, half-formed concepts, things that felt important but didn’t yet have a home. There is something incredibly fulfilling about finally bringing those ideas into the real world and turning them into something you can wear, and something that lives outside the page. Art runs in my blood in some ways. My great grandfather was Lee Lawrie, the sculptor behind The Atlas at Rockefeller Center and many other artistic feats. He was relentless about getting it right, a true perfectionist, willing to tear down and start over if it wasn’t true to the vision, even if it cost him the deadline. I recognize a bit of that in myself, the hesitation to release something until it feels perfect. Maybe that’s part of why it’s taken me this long to step into it publicly. 

In a culture that often sidelines creativity in favor of efficiency, choosing to make things by hand feels almost as rebellious as it does necessary. Art is one of the only true universal languages we have, and eARTh without art really is just eh. Outside of nature and the relationships in my life, nothing has brought me more joy. I am a procrastinator to my core especially with socials and I wrestle with that, but I will keep showing up anyway. If this venture does nothing more than push me to draw more, create more, and share more honestly, that alone is worth it. If you’ve read this far, thanks and I love you. I appreciate the support more than you know. If something I make resonates with you, scoop it and wear it well. Stay strange party people! 

Carpe diem wizards.


Madlove,

Max


“Music is the only religion that delivers the goods” - Frank Zappa